Push and pulled

We had such a fun first date. Non-stop laughing and smiling. You pulled me in for a long kiss in the empty streets and I pulled on your coat to pull you in closer. You eagerly mentioned a second date, continued to text & flirt with me. Then gradually you backed away, pulling me turned to pushing me... away. And then you vanished. Left me standing in the cold, wondering what went wrong and why you pulled, pushed and played with me like a baby with a toy.