Sticks and stones

I’ve been called every name under the sun during 2020 by my boyfriend. I’m essentially a verbal punching bag. I was told I looked like a sad, wet dog when I cried, I was told that when my laptop broke I had no use anymore, I was called worthless, told to fuck off and die, told I’m a bitch, and been told I don’t deserve my job. These are just a few.

I thought 2021 would be different but so far I’ve been told there is no point in being here and my opinion doesn’t matter. Then I get an apology saying lockdown is affecting his mental health.

You know the saying sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me? Not true.

2021, please give me the strength to leave