I wonder

I was seeing someone during lockdown and felt dreamy we just clicked right off the bat and could talk for hours on end. After a while it was either: you start going out or it ends, and sadly it ended. This person still runs through my head and fogs my mind and hits me with thoughts of: was I a time passer? did I mean anything to you at all? Was anything you said true and mean anything or was it a twisted lie to make me fall for you? Even though I’m seeing someone new and so are you my mind goes back to you and dreams of what life would of been like if it never ended it? I wonder if I ever cross your mind but I guess I’ll never know.....