Fucked

You fucked me over. Because there was friendship too, which is now over. I walked away.

The moment last lockdown was lifted in August, you slept with someone and didn’t tell me. I found out. That was the most painful part, finding out through someone else and feeling so stupid.


With another lockdown looming, I will miss you and our friendship. I still want you, I am embarrassed to say. But I am not a saint. Even if you apologise, I don’t know if I have it in me to forgive and forget. 

Why are we humans like this?!