Wishing

I saw you for the first time since we ended it and said we were suited more as friends. Million of thoughts going around in my head… Did that one encounter change how you felt? Can you even be friends with me? Did I mean anything to you? I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss what we had and wish for it back, maybe I need to detach from this and cut you out but I can’t. How can I admit to you I am still hopelessly in love with you when you’re out fucking other girls? I cant tell you so I’ll sit in silence and wish for you to feel the same….